Dear Folx,
For some time, I never heard of hypo-thyroidism, or why at times, I
have been tired, depressed, and have such a pitiful outlook on life.
Since I was 12, I noticed I gained weight, couldn't lose it, and
had felt tired all the time, depressed, causing strife, and doing
things to get attention. I was misdiagnosed with attention deficit
hyperactive disorder, put on ritalin, and cylert, and now 80% of my
issues were related to my thyroids! WOW!
Just recently, I've been accused of driving wedges between my rabbi
and his dad, a wedge between my rabbi and his wife, and other members
of my rabbi's group, and nobody has told me the truth, only that it
was my fault, and did so a good job to throw the past in my face, well
after the fact the issues were thought to be long resolved!
I was treated for depression at Midland Memorial Hospital, and had
my blood drawn. The ER Doctor was alarmed that the thyroid count was
so low that he insisted emphatically to get medication!
With no insurance, a repossessed truck on my credit report, and of
course 28,000.00 in student loans, and 10,000.00 in personal credit
debt, and with constant harassment from creditors, it was literally
pushing me into suicide! I'd really began to believe that suicide is
an answer because I make only 7.00 an hour, and none of the creditors
would accept partial payments, or minimal payments, they want it all
or nothing!
I've got computer skills with Windows 95/98/NT and PC Repair skills
so I need a job that pays 12 to 20.00 an hour, a quality pre-owned, or
donated Ford Ranger pickup (to do on-site computer repair work) or a
kind Jewish soul to pray for my deliverance. If there are any Jews who
see this, I live alone in Midland, and wonder if there is any hope at
all.
My ex-girlfriend who is not Jewish wants to come back to me, and be
married, but the stupid thyroids are putting that into question and
doubt. As you can see, I beg Hashem for a miracle.
Can we all petition Bush to rebuild our economy, and put people back
to work? If the American Economy is shaky, why can't it be fixed? I
know this for a fact, I won't have a Christmas due to lack of money,
and trying to pay off all these debts is next to impossible!
Or, would some kind Jewish soul, would consider blessing me to go to
Isra'el? IS there any healing, or support groups in Midland that deal
and address the issues of hypo-thyroidism? I don't have a car or a
phone, or personal internet, so I have to go to the Library or an
internet cafe to check my email which is sporadic at best!
Forgive me for unloading like this, what are some cheap or cost
effective medication to help me deal with this condition.
Sha'vua Tov,
irishmantx
Micha'el